Crush🥰
Met her in first year during the senate campaign season. An aero girl with that rare kinda aura calm, intellectual, and effortlessly charismatic. Since then, she has been living rent-free in my head.
Sat near her for 3–4 months straight, rehearsed conversations a thousand times in my mind, but my introverted firmware never let the words escape. Every “hi” stayed trapped somewhere between social anxiety and admiration.
Funny how someone can become your favorite person without even knowing your existence properly.
Maybe it was her smile, maybe her vibe, maybe the way she carried herself like a perfectly stable aircraft in turbulence. Being from Aero probably explains why my heart achieved escape velocity the first time I saw her.
And here I am, years later, still running unresolved emotions on loop like a background process.
Some people write research papers. I just write imaginary conversations with her.