Symptoms officially coming back, I can’t do this again.
I should’ve known it with too good to be true , it took me eight months and six doctors to finally get prescribed HRT.
Within a week, I was sleeping, like sleeping all night, my night sweats were completely gone, hot flashes, oh my God and the anxiety gone, morning pain, gone. Getting up to P 10 times a night, over! It happened quick, within two weeks, my whole life had completely changed. I was motivated, brain fog starting to disappear., all my symptoms were gone! It was a miracle and that lasted for about 3 months.
The last couple of weeks, the anxiety started to kick in again , I was making stupid mistakes at work , my doctor put me up to 3 pumps of estrogel, brilliant! However, you could tell she was generally disinterested, So I don’t have much hope of any further interest. Should what I think is happening, does actually happen.
The Previous night, I had horrific night sweats And I thought maybe its a once off. But I’ll admit I was pretty scared.
Last night, I had night sweats again , and had that horrible restless sleep waking every two hours, I gave up at 4 am and cried for about half an hour. That’s two nights in a row., I’m terrified to go to bed tonight, because if that happens again, I know this is my life again!
I haven’t had night sweats for three months and have slept all throught the night for about the same, a miracle.
I can’t go back, like I genuinely can’t go back.
It was a miracle for about three months , I could see myself again and wasn’t just surviving every day. I’m absolutely terrified. I can’t do this again.
There’s no point to this post, but I can’t do this again, not after knowing what life is like.
THANK YOU EVERYONE !!! you have definitely calmed my panic a little bit! I will start a diary of symptoms again, and try another provider from the specialist. Dr. Shopping again 😀 and I’ll keep trying until I get it right.
It is so comforting to hear that this is fixable more likely than not and I’m not going to revert back completely. I couldn’t imagine doing this with a partner, all the responsibilities of children that other women have!
They really need to talk more about this , I had no idea!