u/Confident-Food6879

I have a family that stresses me out. I was told by nearly everyone I know not to run away from my situation and to just sit there and finish what I was doing at a normal pace as if nothings wrong, and that if I DID move out, not to move back home. Their explanations didn't register, I was sure they didn't know how bad it was. I never asked why not to move back home. So a couple years passed, I moved out, mid college, 2020 thinking my fiance would move in with me if I moved out. My fiancé of 15 years disappeared. The pandemic happened, and I was in technical school so online classes were not practical and our class was postponed until further notice. Unsure how long this was going to go on for, I decided to move back home. The second I left the parkinglot someone crashed my new recently paid off vehicle. This was the first accident I had ever been in. Followed by 6 more accidents. The world seemed to have lost its shit. I felt uncomfortable at home and decided maybe I preferred to just move back out again. My best closest friend passed away. I was an introvert, I didn't have any other close friends. School unexpectedly resumed a couple months after moved again, I wasn't really mentally ready but accepted the seat. Because not mentally prepared I decided to drop the apartment AGAIN, maybe it would help. Went back home for the second time. My life had been plummeting since i moved back home then out again the second time. i think. Unable to process things. They said not to move out. They said if moved out don't move back home. Nobody explained what to do if moved out then moved back home again. They seem to be saying don't move out again, or at the very least don't panic move somewhere unsafe. But that is from the one remaining opinion I'm recieving. This has been a 8 year conquest. I'm now 34 and don't want to be that guy still living at their parents house, seems kinda musky
The next application window for the next program doesn't start until next year anyway, so I'd just be sitting here waiting. Its hard to keep a job living here. If I move out at least I'm making some money, spending a lot, but potentially keeping some. Here I cannot seem to keep a job. But something in my head is going "I had high hopes for you" As if I'm throwing something out the window for moving??? Concerning

Sorry was quoting a meme related to my situation. I have a family that stresses me out. I was told by nearly everyone I know not to run away from my situation and to just sit there and finish what I was doing at a normal pace as if nothings wrong, and that if I DID move out, not to move back home. Their explanations didn't register, I was sure they didn't know how bad it was. I never asked why not to move back home. So a couple years passed, I moved out, mid college, 2020 thinking my fiance would move in with me if I moved out. My fiancé of 15 years disappeared. The pandemic happened, and I was in technical school so online classes were not practical and our class was postponed until further notice. Unsure how long this was going to go on for, I decided to move back home. The second I left the parkinglot someone crashed my new recently paid off vehicle. This was the first accident I had ever been in. Followed by 6 more accidents. The world seemed to have lost its shit. I felt uncomfortable at home and decided maybe I preferred to just move back out again. My best closest friend passed away. I was an introvert, I didn't have any other close friends. School unexpectedly resumed a couple months after moved again, I wasn't really mentally ready but accepted the seat. Because not mentally prepared I decided to drop the apartment AGAIN, maybe it would help. Went back home for the second time. My life had been plummeting since i moved back home then out again the second time. i think. Unable to process things. They said not to move out. They said if moved out don't move back home. Nobody explained what to do if moved out then moved back home again. They seem to be saying don't move out again, or at the very least don't panic move somewhere unsafe. But that is from the one remaining opinion I'm recieving. This has been a 8 year conquest. I'm now 34 and don't want to be that guy still living at their parents house, seems kinda musky