I have donated 13 babys so far:
6 towards lesbian couples,
5 towards SMbC,
2 towards hetero couples.
My semen gets requested pretty often via several platforms. Because I advertise myself as young, healthy, athletic and being a computer scientist.
But on the other hand, I've been unsuccessful in building my own family so far. Being on several dating apps, my experience is far different from my experience on the sperm donor platforms.
I just get no attention, no likes, no matches. No girlfriend, no wife, no mother of my own children.
How is that possible? How is it fair towards me?
Surrogacy is illegal where I live. Is it my destiny to only help others fulfill their desires to have children, but cannot have my own family? None of the recipients wants to maintain contact after successful birth.
I'm feeling more and more depressed because of this.