u/Complex_Offer_9845

i feel it. i’ve been feeling it. i know i acted like it didn’t bother me. because it’s embarrassing how much it did. it’s even more embarrassing how much it still does. it all seemed fine. until it didn’t. and now i’m just dumb for having any kind of hope for that long. or really at all i guess. but since i’m embarrassing myself, might as well add to it with a quote that has me now: “it’s the way that you are, and the way i’ll forever be. with this love like a hole, swallowed my soul, dragging me down”. anyways, thanks i guess. i don’t want someone who doubts me like that. and i never felt like i could actually let you meet me. you seemed like you’d hate it. so i know i’m onto better things, and i’m glad it never had to get that far. but that doesn’t make it suck any less, even if it is just for a bit.