u/Complex_Mirror856

I have these extreme fantasies of being raped by someone who’s very violent but not exactly violent when doing it to me but still hard nonetheless. But it’s always of someone much bigger than me. I’ve seen this man in my dreams that I don’t know and I’ve fallen for him. He’s my dream man metaphorically and literally. And there’s an age gap I dream of that some people think is a bit big but I couldn’t care less. I don’t know how to explain it but I have these sexual desires in my imagination but irl I could never accept a man to just fuck me ya know? I feel so disgusted with myself but I can’t stop.