u/Complete_Section1445

I’m sorry I didnt say “I love you” back when we fought.
I’m sorry I demanded you things without noting your limitations.
I’m sorry I kept saying that I’m going to leave.
I’m sorry that I always brought your past relationships.
I’m sorry that I was mean.
I’m sorry for projecting on you. I was criticizing you for things when I should be the one receiving it.
I’m sorry.

As much as I want to talk to you and apologize to you, I understand why you blocked me everywhere. You made it impossible for me to reach out because I hurt you.
I’m sorry I hurted you. I loves you my love. For those months you were with me was my happiest. Thank you for your friendship and your love. I wish these words can reach you. I’m sorry and I loves you my baby cakes.

This is for the people who were in my life and who are in my life.

I asked him if he was real because no one really cared to stay in my life. He left instantly the moment I needed someone to hold on to me. But people are selfish that they place themselves first.

To my ex who was my everything and who showed me a glimpse of hope, I love you but I wished you stayed.

To my mom who said I wasn’t pretty, I think I am beautiful even though there are times when I feel like I don’t.

To my dad who said that no one’s gonna love me, you’re wrong because even though there’s only me, I love myself a lot.

To the people who are currently in my life, I’m sorry I can’t say much because I feel I don’t matter for the way people easily left me.

I am trying my best everyday but I can feel that I am slowly giving up.

More than anyone in this world, I want to be loved.

More than anyone in this world, even if its just one person, I want to matter.