u/Complete_Pickle6226

I am 30 weeks pregnant ftm & just had to put down my soul dog of 10 years. I am completely heartbroken & devastated, especially since he got sick out of the blue & he was suffering the last few days. I have been crying non-stop to the point where I dehydrated myself. My feet & face are very swollen, I’m sleep deprived, nauseous, have a headache, and have to force myself to eat & drink for the baby. It’s so hard because I am trying not to put extra stress on my body or the baby but I am so, so sad 😭 He was my first baby, I feel so empty without him here. Can’t take any sedatives or medicate myself because of being pregnant so it’s even harder. I am high risk for cardiac issues & my heart feels like it is working overtime right now which is stressing me out even more. Not sure if this was the right place to post but i’m sure some of you have gone through this while pregnant & understand 😞