u/Competitve_Safe1573

I have an ok job, of course there are things I dislike but otherwise it's fine...

But despite that, I just hate it so much, just the thought of pointlessly wasting my life being somewhere I don't want to be, that is draining my energy instead of doing things I like is making me angry and miserable

For the last month I've been having anxiety attacks after work and nights before work, I cry and scream and have knot in my stomach and also can't fall asleep because I know when I wake up I will have to work again...

I always have this dread of going back in the back of my mind and a I just feel drained of life, only time when I feel good is Friday evening and Saturday

I am just wondering if anyone else relates...