u/Competitive_Tale534

Can someone tell me if I am being dramatic, but i seriously think a lot of my teachers do not like me. First situation is in my physics class where the teacher seems to favor the boys. Let’s call them teacher A. Teacher A is always showing us notes that we have to write down. Most males in my class do not write them down and seem to still score high in the class with grades averaging from 80-100. This makes no sense since the class is very complex and involves a lot of studying. As well Teacher A cannot teach. I had them last year and I had to learn all the material my self at home. It was never that I was not paying attention or not trying it is the way they explain things. I remember last year I had a question and they called my dumb for not understanding there explanation. Now fast forward this year I am in class for the first time since I have been out. I told there and then that I had a test so I told teacher A at the door that I was absent last class. They said okay. So I started on the study guide while others were taking the test, but then i realized that I need to use the bathroom.(I had drunk coffee and an energy drink earlier so I really needed to pee) I ask them and they said No in a rude manner. So I sat there and put my head down because I do not work well when I need to use the bathroom. Teacher A starter letting other students go to the bathroom but not me. My stomach was really starting to hurt. I am not sure where to mention this so I will here Teacher A has a policy here that if you use the bath in her class before like let’s say Wednesday you can not use the bathroom Thursday. Teacher A told me to put my head up so I did and just held my stomach because there was nothing else I could do. When the test was over Teacher A was calling people to summit the test and one of them was me. I reminded her that at the door I told her I was not here. Then Teacher A ask me why did I not take the quiz. I was not even aware that there was a quiz because they said they was going to give us a project last time I was in class. So i told Teacher A I did not know we had a quiz, then Teacher A asked why was I not working on my study guide. I said I was but nothing else because I did not want to say it was because I needed to piss infront of the whole class due to the fact that I am shy. Teacher A told me if I did not make it up the next day I would get late points. Today is the next day and I went to there door and they were not there. I had other things to make up so I just left. I will talk to Teacher A tomorrow, I just hope that they do not flip out and yell at me. Also this is not the first time teacher A has yelled at me for needing to use the bathroom. Last year I needed to go and they yelled at me again saying no but proceeded to let others go. At that times I had only used the bathroom 3 times In their class because I was scared to ask and talk at all.