hello im not exactly sure if this is off topic or even the right place to ask this but its the only one i could think of.
so for as long as i can remember, i've always been feeling connected to space, planets and the universe but in a weird way. Like i wasnt just thinking of it, its like i was there and the more i try to remember, the more i forget. When i daydream sometimes, i see saturn from my pov and i see myself on the rings and sometimes other people but i dont see their faces and if i try to open my eyes a bit more or look at my hands, i snap out of it.
Also, a few minutes ago, i was scrolling on pinterest and saw pins of surrealism and dreamcore then i saw almost exact images of what i see in the day dreaming and then i felt nostalgia so much stronger than i ever had before but it dont make sense as i've never been to space in the first place. But i js feel this longing and wanting to return idk why.
I hope i dont sound absolutely bonkers rn but i js hope i can get answers from somewhere