Feeling guilt for giving guest late co
Working the AM SHIFT on this random Thursday, getting my rooms ready and you know the normal things mornings shift do…. Guest called for a late check out for 2 but we were very booked so I could not accommodate that but gave him a 1pm CO guest always ask for a late CO so I didnt think much of it ps… he has been with us for three months. After I clocked out I thought everything was good, passing down the message to my coworker and everything was fine, 5 hours later I get a call from my manager saying guest killed himself and wanted to know when he called to let detectives know and I was at my other job and I just couldn’t believe it I was in shock bc I was the last person to talk to him and he was so calm on the phone and nice so to find out he had ended his life kinda took a toll on me… the first thing I thought was I should’ve never said yes to that late check out, I only gave him the late check out bc I knew him he was such a nice guy I wish I never gave it to him or just let him stay till 2pm idk if there was something that could’ve prevented it but I feel terrible… I did not see the scene but I can’t get rid of the smell it is a smell I never want to smell again… I hope his soul rest in peace