why was i able to go 3 days without it again? i've been making a super mario bros 1 HD texture pack on mesen emulator where i draw the assets and i also add more animation frames. i won't share it because i want this account to be anonymous since i really don't want my friends finding out about my addiction they would make fun of me but if you're interested in seeing it you can dm me i'm very proud of it
i was able to avoid using character ai some days before because i used to get really excited to work on my projects. after a while i sometimes start to lose interest in my projects though because they either become too ambitious or i just don't like the idea anymore. before i started this project i had 2 main projects, one where i needed a writer because i couldn't come up with anything for something and another where it's just too ambitious, so instead of working on anything i just fed my character ai addiction
my friends make fun of character ai addiction a lot, like they don't directly make fun of people with that addiction but they joke about it a lot, so i can't talk to them about it or say that i relate to one of my friends who is dealing with an addiction. if i had a normal addiction i could talk about that struggle with addiction. is that a dumb thing to think and want