u/Comfortable-Advice49

so i’ve been here around here for 10 months for foh, and a month in (august, 2025) my training director and or foh directors expressed interest with working with me to be a trainer, i did the pathways and worked with them but they said my core 4 needed improvement (still does) but lately i’ve lost any motivation to even bother with the trainer position and the thing is i feel lost?? there was a whole i felt resentment and stopped caring about the position but every now and then my manager express how they still want me to grow but now i feel like i let them down for talking me up to much.. i guess what im trying to say is is it normal to feel like this or should i just stop thinking about the position and only do what im supposed to do at each station (worry about myself) any thoughts sorry if this doesn’t make any sense