I wish other people’s bare minimum wasn’t my dream
Sorry guys to share my sad story here.
Pata hai aaj kya hua ? I Got into a fight with my closed ones today and then I just realised and it hit me hard. They have got everything better than me but still they’ll try to say something or do something that will make me feel down against them.
I’m 5’7, as a guy you should finish yourself with this height lol, since childhood I was made fun of my height . Neither do I’ve a great face, I thought I was atleast average but yeah the people around me will take pics with everyone except me lol. I’ve always try to help others(the only way they might stay friends with me lol), listened to their rant , gave them relationship advice while being single(which is also one thing they always make fun of mine saying ”tu chutiya hi single reh gaya” “virgin marega” and all).
These fkers will be talking to other girls while being in a relationship and joking says “koi message bhi karta nahi kya tujhe” just because I dont have anyone to talk to lol. Cherry on the cake, I got diagnosed with a serious disease in my childhood, had to take medicines which caused me gain my weight , so I became obese and overweight. last year I lost more than 20kgs hoping atleast someone will notice me and might praise me or talk to me lol. I got some praise and all but yeah it was just formal lol.
These people have everything better than me let it be height, hair, skin color, weight or body, more friends, having someone to talk to when they are down or a partner but still won’t be happy whereas there’s me ‘A f**king loser’ with not even a single bare minimum thing.
Thank you to all who reached down here reading my whole rant, may god fulfil all your wishes (cause he won’t fulfil mine). + Sorry to waste your time too….