Just writing before result
Hey everyone, writing this cause I have no one to share feelings. I scored 88% in class 10th and less than my all friends and then I opted commerce for further. I manifested to score 90+ percentage and going to a good college in my city(no entrance but highest cutoff for commerce class college) I tried and was bad in accounts,did it several times before exam but exam was so easy but still I panicked and did terrible in that to barely score 50+ in that out of 80. This gave me anxiety for 2 days and rest of exams my morale went down. I did terrible in mcqs I guess and also for I don't never checked back the exam. Im afraid that my result may have 7_% of maybe not, but Im praying that I should get 80+ percentage cause that will atleast maintain my izzat among everyone. I am a failure who never scored 90+ and fulfilled my parents dream. I wish I would get above 80 not below. And if any junior is reading this, never let your past exam affect your further exams.