Is there marriage in this chart and what will be the partner like, where would meeting happen and will it be bad?
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Hey
I'm 23F, about to be 24 in a month. I got diagnosed around Aug and I've had one 6 month scan in Feb. The Feb scan showed improvement and stability, so it was a good news and I've been getting the hang on managing my fatigue and work and life beyond that (a lil).
The issue I'm facing is that my next scan is in Feb 2027, the yearly scan. But I can't feel anything other than doom. The thought that keeps coming is "without MRI for so long, I'd not know what damage is happening" and " what if I'm getting worse and i wouldn't know about it".
When I got diagnosed, it happened out of nowhere. And I used to never get sick. Now every lil pain that I experience (even unrelated) i freak out that it means I'm getting worse. I've tried therapy for this. But it's like this fear has become my default state. And it's affecting my life where I don't seem to enjoy or stay happy. I feel like I'm letting the illness take my good time too because of fear.
I really want to change my perspective around living with illness. Can you guys share how you've made peace with all this ? Please
Additional context: I'm on DMT. I was diagnosed after a second relapse (numbness) and my first relapse was in 2024, just one year before diagnosis.