Feeling hurt and empty
i have been trying to stay strong for my entire life trying to do the right thing but I feel like I am slowly just slipping deeper into what I feel like is a pit. I also just. Don’t like how I look and I understand that I need to understand myself and be happy but whenever I look at myself I just. View myself with hatred I even mentally yell at myself and fight with myself. I want to tell people but I am scared to do so and it leads me to isolate myself. It doesn’t help I have a lot of burdens in my mind but I don’t want to burden others with it. I also help people to the point it is mentally hurting me but at the same time I refuse to talk to others about it because I don’t want them to get irritated and leave. I just feel to alone at this point