This also includes me. I have been very cruel and harsh in the way i talk to people online but I want to be different. starting today i will be nice to ALL trans people even the ones who annoy me and I dont like. This world is hard enough for us tr/p oons as it is and I dont need to make it harder. I can dislike folks and say it without trying to make them feel bad about themselves. today will be a new day!!
the damage is already done tbh and no amount of surgery will allow me to undo what testosterone did, but this is still a very nice gesture and one i am grateful for.
\>be me, the most obvious trans kid of all time, constantly dressing up in my sisters clothes and wanting to be with the girls whenever groups were gender separated for any reason
\>come out to my parents for the first time at age 12, wake them up in the middle of the night crying and begging them to let me be a girl
\>they tell me to go back to bed and the subject is dropped
\>testosterone puberty hits me like a acme anvil from the sky and i fall into deep depression for years, by some miracle i live to age 18
\>generally a failure at life, drop out of college in my first year, move back in with my parents and fall into even worse depression
\>start to transition but they completely shut it down and threaten to throw me out so I stop and stupidly dont think to just hrtrep
\>years pass and i continue to irreversibly masculinize😞
\>eventually they move to another town and i get a place by myself, finally transition at age 24 (oldshit ngmi)
\>do not speak to my parents for almost a year, but finally start to see glimpses of happiness
\>when i finally do see them they are much nicer, and say they would rather have me as their daughter than not at all
\>more time passes, i visit them once or twice a year and its clear they actually do accept me as a woman, but they see me being misgendered in public and pity me
\>on my most recent visit to their town i bring up the concept of ffs and they are extremely supportive, say they will help me pay for it despite them not being wealthy at all
damn i might actually make it, im very glad i chose to forgive them when offered the chance. i hope ffs actually works for me.