My perception of everything becomes distorted. How I feel about my boyfriend, how I feel about coworkers, how I feel about myself and even more so how all of them feel about ME.
For example, I could be in follicular not even days earlier feeling SO grateful for my life and the people in it. Feeling like I have support and people who love me. Then luteal hits (where I’m at right now) and suddenly all of that is gone… I am anxious as fuck, overthinking every single interaction… it is exhausting. And logically knowing that I won’t feel this way when I get my period again doesn’t fully help.
I lost my health insurance so I’m no longer in therapy. Going back by the end of the summer to deal with shit like this. Trying so hard just to get through today..