i find it hard to find value in my own life knowing theres people dying in wars due to 0.00001% of people, it feels so worthless to live life when theres some 4 year old getting blown up somewhere in the world somewhere, i don’t know if worthless is the correct word for it but i mean that seeing something so deeply pure being killed simply for being born in the incorrect location, and seeing nobody else care just makes me feel like theres really no worth in my own life.
maybe i sound like a bitch.
its crazy to me how anybody could support their country in any conflict, your country isn’t as close to you as you are to the average person. i dunno if everyone is just so insanely brainwashed that they fail to see it but i think this is what makes me feel nihilistic, its alot easier to convince yourself nothing matters than to be mind fucked by the evilness you see.