u/Clmzerr

So this happened a few days ago and I’m still dying of shame.
I got completely blackout drunk at my friend place. I have zero memory of what happened. The next morning he texted me to tell me I had… taken a dump in his bathtub. And his MOM was the one who cleaned it up.
I immediately sent her an apology message owning up to everything. She’s not happy, understandably. She knows my own mom too which makes it 10x worse.
I’m 21, I’ve decided to take a break from alcohol after this. I just need to know — does anyone else have stories this bad and actually survived the shame? Because right now it feels like I’ll never recover from this.