u/Clear_Abroad_6781

She is so beautiful, I have never seen anything like her. I tried/trying to be better for her but i don't think I can ever be. she doesn't ask me to wait or told me to leave. I keep thinking of her constantly.

Searching every part of my past to know where I went wrong and it seems to be quite the number of places. I should have been better.

I am waiting for a phone call, the one which will end this all. It is like waiting for judgement day you don't know when it will be but you know what the judgement will be.

she would never read this message yet I want to say I love you and thank you for being the best part of my life.