Rue is not *sexually* attracted to Jules and she doesn’t realize it…but Jules does
So the whole “make me yours” scene confirmed what I’ve been feeling since season one. Before season three, rue was seen as an asexual person (Jules even says this herself in season two). Right from the very beginning rue and Jules existed on the opposite ends of the spectrum when it came to expressing and acting on sexual urges. The make me yours scene is a direct parallel to the conversation those two had in the bathroom stall in season one at the dance. There’s a part of Jules that knows rue just doesn’t have those kinds of feelings for her. (It would be pretty easy to come to that conclusion seeing how rue is an extremely impulsive person but somehow never takes the chance to make a move on Jules the way she would like). Go back to the scene in season two when Jules went down on rue and rue felt nothing from it. And YES I remember rue was high then and she said that affected how she physically felt in that moment but think about other times rue was high in the middle of an activity, it only amplified that experience (ex: listening to music, hanging out with her friends). Flash forward to now w her and angel, some random person she just met that she hooks up with almost instantly. Like at this point it’s not about nerves or feelings, rue is just not *sexually* attracted and that’s fine. She’s needs to be honest with herself and Jules. And ofc I can understand why she wouldn’t: she doesn’t want Jules to put the blame on herself and she’s probably afraid of losing her (not that I’m saying Jules would stop being in her life bc of that). But this whole back and forth on “if you want to, why don’t you?” And “I do but idk” is getting old and repetitive to me.