I'm scared about my hostel and future Please give some advice
This is gonna be a long rant so buckle up. I live in Andhra Pradesh in a mid sized town which and studied in icse upto class 10 . My parents are dentists and my mom is from Bangalore so I am used to the Bangalore culture and thought after my 10th I'll go there but instead my parents kept me in tirupati hostel and I went there for a week and didn't like it all . I'm very grateful to have parents who understand and love me so I think I'm attached but the people I met in tirupati don't match with me at all .they are like the same people I met in my town but this college is supposedly very good and has gotten good ranks (on par with narayana/sri Chaitanya) but I don't think I can adjust there at all . I went for a week and now every night I'm getting dreams(nightmares) that I'm stuck there like in jail and can't get out. I think it's better if I study in Bangalore or in my hometown but I'm not sure what to do I'm scared shitless . I have good speaking skills well educated got 85% in icse (ik it's not topper level) and I belive i have good potential but I don't wanna fuck up my life because every time I hear that doing engineering is shit and you're probably not gonna get any jobs (im thinking to do mba too but idk) and now I have time untill June 2 to go back and once I go back i can't get out . No phone,no going out nothing can only talk to parents for 12 minutes twice a week I don't think I can fit in there the food and facilities are good but the people I don't like at all . I'm at my breaking point so I hope you strangers can give me some advice 👍🏻