So, I have been with this man for 5 motnhs. It was wonderful, except he stopped taking one crucial antipsychotic and went into mania with religious delusions, not sure if theres voices but the doctor said there are. He is hospitalized. Locked in.
He has been non compliant with medication for years and has had 2 stable years but i think only because his parents and doctors are strongly reccomending the Abilfy injection.
Since its only been 5 motnhs and I have A LOT of trauma, depression, one clinical psychologist diagnosed me with cptsd and I am on 2 antidepressants and xanax when i need it.
That being said, I am NOT equipped to deal with this. I do not trust him and I have to trust myself. All I can do right now is offer a friendship. But when to tell him? He is still delusional and psychotic maybe. One moment wanting to break up if I give him an ultimatum, the other asking me to get a ring. I asked for some distance. He has his phone and I just message no calls. I am pretending.
Do I break up while he is in the hospital and risk severe psychosis and mania worsening or when he is out and is at greater risk of suicide? WTF DO I DO