u/Classic-Flower762

how do i deal with creeps in the rooms as a woman? i find it hard to say no or defend myself. i’m nervous about going to a meeting tonight because there’s gonna be a guy who makes me super uncomfortable. he’s been hitting on me and asking me out even though i said no. then he hits me with the “it’s just casual” as if i’m stupid. the other day he gave me a hug after the meeting and literally picked me up. it was so cringe and uncomfortable. he always pulls me to the side after meetings to give me “pep talks” and always clocks that i’m high at meetings, which whatever, i am but don’t make me fucking uncomfortable by pointing it out and saying “you’re the last one to find out”. like i’m well aware i’m not clean 😭 anyway, i don’t know how to deal with this. please help! i just want to be like “leave me the fuck alone already!”

hey everyone. yesterday was a whirlwind. i finally came clean to my mom about my coke and ket use, and the shame hangover is hitting me hard. i feel exposed and gross.

on top of that, i’m struggling with my network. there’s two guys from meetings I’ve been hanging out with. they say they’re clean, but they’re not. we hang out and talk about life and other stuff, and i feel like i can control myself around them because we don’t use when we’re together, but my sponsor would probably kill me.

i also have a newcomer who won’t stop hitting on me even after i said no. i’m overwhelmed, work is stressing me out, school is kicking my ass, and i feel like i’m a horrible person for all the lies i’ve told in the past.

am i playing with fire by hanging out with these guys who aren’t actually clean? i feel like they’re one of the only ones who get me, but i don’t want to lose my 10 days.