u/Classic-Bench3580

I've been taking ADHD meds since august last year, started on elvanse and was awful had every side effect ever. Now I am on Concerta and have slowly gone up. I was on 72mg but recently went back down to 54mg, as it made me too anxious (feeling like everything is wrong and everyone hates me). I am now on 54mg, but haven't got that anxiety but have paranoia about my relationships with people. In particular with my boyfriend, when he has given me little to no reasons for me to be suspicious of him. I never used to feel like this. I'm struggling to tell if this is my meds or just me. It doesn't feel like anxiety though, more paranoia and suspicion which I never have had before in my life. Thats why I think it's the meds. I also am distrusting of everyone on the whole and assume everybody has an ulterior motive, which is not nice. Some days it's fine/I don't notice it, but other days it's intense. Any guidance would be appreciated! I do like being on Concerta more generally though and can tell a difference when I don't take it.