u/Civil_Exit_3408

Well it didn't just happen but I'm just now realizing it. Me and this boy from my school who I've been talking to for a little bit were hanging out. If I'm being honest I don't have that many friends and I really just wanted to try and meet new people and maybe be friends with him. He's like emo and weird and watches anime so I didn't think he would be an asshole or anything. We stopped talking for awhile but than he randomly wanted to come over and I was really happy. But dead ass not even 10 minutes gos by and hes asking me to rub his dick😭. In my head I was like oh ok he wants to fuck. There was already tension between us so I wasn't surprised. But than he just pulled my hand to his cock so I was ok I guess I'll just rub it. But than in my head I really wanted him to like me and maybe we could be friends with benefits I guess. I just wanted to be friends but again I don't have many friends and was really tryna socialize with new people. So I just start doing what he tells me to. I'm not gonna get into all of it but let's just say he clearly watches a lot of porn cause the shit he wanted me to do was kinda crazy. But anyway we finish. I ask him to stay but he says he has to leave in an hour and I was like ok. He leaves whatever. Than we just text a little bit here and there for awhile which is what we were doing before. Btw he left his shirt at my house. I keep telling him to come get it but he keeps brushing it off. Mind you I know he LOVES this shirt so I was confused. But than just now I saw this girl from my school post her prom pictures. I'm swiping through and I fucking see HIM. Her and him all close to each other. I'm like actually wtf. I'm pretty sure there dating or talking. So came over to fuck me meanwhile he's with some bitch. I'm just like omg I'm actually so stupid. HE CAME ON MY FACEEEE😭😭😭😭 like omg I let him use me like a toy bro I can't. All so maybe we could be friends but clearly he doesn't want that.