It's either life with no neetbux or minimum wage job for me
There is no chance for me to get proper neetbux where I am from. I also finished my education after high school. If I were to get lucky and get employed it would be something like warehouse or retail which I dread.
It's depressing to think about. These are all my options. I'm scared for my future, everytime my parents are getting sick I'm scared they are going to die and leave me. I am beyond repair mentally and weak physically.
I know there is an argument to go and pursue higher education but I am dumb. Constant memory problems and short attention span. I barely passed high school, how am I supposed to finish college. I also have no clue what I would like to do after all this time.
I am starting to attend therapy (again) next month. Very low expectations but it's nice I will have somewhere to vent.