u/Choice-Amphibian6545

I'm 17m and my best friend is 17f. We have been best friends for like a year and a half. She was the first one to talk to me when I arrived to the city I live in rn.

We went to a party not too long ago and some things happened there. We both quite drunk, she confessed she liked me, I liked her back, made out, and ended up sleeping in the same bed, nothing freaky happened tho.

In the morning we had the "what are we talk" which didn't really got anywhere cause we kept getting interrupted. Apparently, we had liked each other for the whole year and a half we knew each other for.

We would be dating already, but the thing is, I am leaving the city because I got admitted into a uni in another province and she is leaving the country, both of these happening after we graduate, so in around 20 days. We agreed to stay friends and stuff because dating would just make us both sadder once we have to leave. We also deicided not to tell anyone else in the friend group what happened in the party.

Even though we agreed to just be friends, we still tell each other "I love u" constantly, just stare at each other in class, and kiss. It's so weird. We both love each other, but making it official will just make things worse when we leave. We both feel like we have wasted so much time. I have genuenly never truly loved anyone until now, and it only lasts 20 days. Im going to her house tomorrow. Her parents are out for a few days. I'll cook her some food and watch some movies together and shi.

I just want to rant. Thats is.

I am 17 M and she is 17 F. We have been best friends for a while and we are graduating in a month. I'm going to another province and she's going to Poland.

Now, she invited me to a party and I said yes of course. I am currently writing this while still in it. We had a few drinks and stuff and she got quite drunk. I didn't drink much but I'm still a bit tipsy.

All of a sudden, when we are alone in a room, she told me she had always had a crush on me and that I had been ignoring all her hints. She started telling me if I wanted to kiss her and stuff. How she loves me and shit, but i know she's drunk as hell so I just kept pushing her back gently. We kept going back and forth cause shes drunk, but the thing is that I like her too.

After a bit, we were alone in a room and we were talking about that topic again and she just kissed me all of a sudden and we ended up kissing 2 more times. After that she got real affectionate and stuff but I felt really bad about it because she is drunk. She then kept saying how she ruined our friendship and that I'll never talk to her again, which is not true at all.

We had another talk about it and kinda came to the conclusion that it wouldn't work since we only have like a month left together. She got really sad. After that I tried to play along as she kept with the stuff she was saying and doing since she was already pretty drunk and getting sad. We are now telling I love you to each other but I dont know how things will be in the morning.

I am faking a stomach ache so I have time to write this, and before leaving, she kissed me again.

Fuck man i am fried. Sorry if it's messy, I'm drunk and I just want to tell someone.