u/ChocolateRich1266

okay so for the past few nights, i have been overthinking my exams A LOT by estimating how many marks i'm going to lose, and basically i think that i'm pretty much failing.

also in o2, i got B's in pak studies and islamiyat and A in sociology and my pak studies isl grades haunt me till this day. and it's messing with my brain to think that i'll also get B's this time.

as the cherry on top, my cousin who is in the same grade as me got A*'s in islamiyat and pak studies (he is not taking any 9th subject) and ever since that i had to deal with a lot of comparison, like being told that he studies and i don't, blah blah blah. because of that i sometimes wish that i had taken igcse.

I keep getting nightmares related to failing my theory papers because i had a dream in which i scored -12/80 in my biology theory, MINUS 12. that alone explains the extent to which my past grades are destroying my self confidence.

I wrote my biology 6 mark answer and my chemistry atp 4 marks answer on the blank pages because I had written the wrong answers initially and wanted to change it but I had run out of space. I specified on my chemistry atp that i had written the answer on a blank page but not the biology one, now i'm stressing about the fact that they might not check it and my grade will go down. </3