myquals- Class 12 humanities
I gave my 12th boards recently in Humanities and I know I f\*\*ked up like I don't think I will get good percentage even after taking humanities. And now I am doing a job to get into a college as my parents can't pay full fees on their own due to some issues. I am confused now what to pursue I had interest in cybersecurity and I think I will pursue it but the problem is I need to get good skills to get cybersecurity job I will do this side by side and I am thinking about doing BCA. And now another problem arises there's very less good colleges and I can't afford a good uni that there is so I am thinking about doing BCA online and wanna know if it is a good option? And I wanna change the job I am doing now so I am looking for a tech job and found out about digital marketing and thinking about getting into that for now. But for some reason I am losing motivation and confidence in choosing what to do anymore and I think I am very less of a creative person.
I need advice on what to do and how to improve this low confidence and low motivation thing.