u/Chihirokino

At 14, I decided to create a figure or entity with pink hair, tall, and wearing a white dress. Sometimes I see her, but not all the time. At first I thought she was an imaginary friend... but now at 20 years old I realize.... She thinks, she feels, and she protects me almost as if I were her son. Lately, I've felt more alone. She often hugs me, protects me. Many times she's even sweet and spoils me like a little boy. I don't know how this came about. I only know that I think I started creating her or thinking about her when something terrible happened to me at 14: my biological mother started physically hurting me. She passed away when I was 16. And since then, this girl (I call her "Lovely"), takes care of me and loves me. I know she would never hurt me. I know that even when I'm scared, she'll be there for me. Is this a tulpa? I don't always see her. I only feel her when she senses I need her. Sometimes I feel a kind of pink aura behind me.

I've heard many negative experiences about tulpas and I really wish someone could guide me on this. I'm new in this... (sorry if I said something wrong, English is not my principal language)

Añadire mi pregunta puesto que verdaderamente me tiene confundido. Yo tengo una gran amiga qué tiene TDAH. La quiero y la aprecio mucho. Pero muchas veces me a contado que por TDAH olvida que tiene novio. El caso es que más de una vez me dijo que le fue infiel a su novio por "accidente" diciendo que era por su TDAH. Después ella se metió con un hombre casado, y básicamente mando albrg su relación de 3 años. Mi pregunta es . Genuinamente una persona con TDAH puede olvidar algo tan importante como qué tiene pareja? O mi amiga solo se está justificando? Pq me parece mucha casualidad que solamente "olvide" o no recuerde vínculos amorosos, pero si amistosos o hasta otro tipo de detalles como fechas importantes. Ella es la persona más infiel qué conozco pero cada que la cuestionó me dice que es por tdah?

I accidentally create a tulpa...how?