I made a mistake at school and I can't stop thinking if I should just die.
I made a mistake and my groupmates abandoned me to save themselves. I admit that I did most of it but they knew and dumped all the work on me. I am tired and I just want to finish everything so I can graduate. What i did was wrong. I am a bad student but i was a good friend. I never tattle on them, I'm not even the one who initiate it but I did not drop names. I never abandon them during crisis but they did...
When the outcome is good we are a great team but when there's a problem there's only me. I am already 3 years behind in college, too much money is already invested in me and my program. My parents are already senior citizen i cant dissapoint them anymore.
I am afraid that everything is already in vain. I can't forgive myself and sometimes im thinking of ending it all. If the worst outcome comes im thinking of doing it.