College advice
What should I do go back home to do CC or stay at my University? So I’m a current freshmen at a University, my first couple of months I struggle a lot with classes with led me to have a low gpa and struggle a lot with my mental health. I’m talking multiple panic attacks and my anxiety being at an all time high that I wanted to drop everything and go back home, it was so bad that I couldn’t retake the class since I would get panic attacks just thinking about having to take it again. Then I got accused of using ai which led to my gpa to fall even more and my anxiety to become even worse. It was so bad that I felt extremely alone with my family being so far away and having friends but it wasn’t like they were truly my friends. My parents were so worried about me that they wanted me to come back and I told them I will my plan was to go to a CC and transfer to another university so I can take easier classes and see what other options there are for me. But there’s a reason why I left home, the constant fights with my stepdad, no privacy, and I know once I go back I will have no friends since all my friends will be at their college and I’ll be stuck back at home I’m also afraid to get stuck at my CC and take forever to transfer to a University and what happens if I apply to other universities after CC and not a single one accepts me I dropped out of a good university for nothing. But here at university I have some friends now but I absolutely have no idea what I want and I’m still afraid to take difficult classes since my panic attacks and I know it sounds pathetic but it’s true I’m just so afraid of falling, I don’t know what to do somedays I’m just head on that I’m going to drop out and go to a CC but other days make me want to stay and realize I made this decision to comeback here for a reason, I just don’t know what to do