(Throwaway account) Let me know if I need to cross post, I had no idea who to ask.
So I’m pretty sure I want to get full meta when it’s available for me, balls, UL, all that jazz. But lately I’ve been worried about the future of my dick, as I may want phalloplasty when I grow old. I’m fine with having a little guy now but his functionally may degrade with time.
Are there any complications with the urethra going from meta to phallo? How would I go from little balls to big balls? Can I even grow pubes around my penis with all that scar tissue? Will I have to keep my (hypothetical) mons scar alongside the “phallo arm?” I‘ve always been insecure of the surgery & accident scars I’ve had since I was young, and my idiot brain keeps telling me if I have too many that I’ll end up looking like Frankenstein’s Monster.
Sorry if these questions seem so random. I guess I’m just really nervous, even though I’ve heard you can get phallo after meta, I can’t seem to wrap my head around how the process looks. I absolutely despise my pre-op natal bits and they feel *terribly* unnatural on my body, but I’ve had them all my life. What if I come out of surgery hating them even more due to complications? Give me all the deets.