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So about 4-5 months ago I took one Road trip mushroom gummy (from a vape store) and had a bad trip where I basically had severe panic attacks in waves. I spent most of my trip in the bathroom because I could not stop puking and pooping. Well, now I have flashbacks to this trip every time I am hungover from drinking alcohol. As soon as the alcohol wears off I begin puking and pooping severely, I can’t keep anything down. Also I get a heat sensation in my spine and I’m in a constant state of mental panic for atleast a day or I get sleep but when I am in this state it’s impossible to sleep. I know the simple solution is to stop drinking. But has anyone ever heard of something like this? Like alcohol induced PTSD/HPPD? I’m really lost here, I like to drink but cannot anymore. I’ve tried SSRIs to fix the problem but it doesn’t help, I was prescribed Hydroxzine for these ‘panic attacks’ but today I found out it does not help and might even make it worse. Could really use some guidance to what this might be. Thanks for reading!