I’ve read smut. I’ve watched porn. And all this time, I thought giving head would give me most pleasure. Until it doesn’t.
I had an afternoon tryst yesterday. It’s my first time to feel the warmth of a man. I was feeling adventurous so I went ahead and took off all the articles of clothing that I had. I had him do the same. I was on top of him, and we only teased each other, him brushing his length over my growing wetness.
I was supposed to give him head. That was the whole purpose of our meeting. But I kept gagging. Until I gave up.
I moaned a lot. Especially when he sucks my breasts. On the other hand, he was quiet the whole time, except when he comforts me, that I’m doing a good job. But I was sloppy yesterday.
It wasn’t the first time I’ve given head. The first was in a car. I can take him wholly without gagging. I could swirl my tongue without any problems with him. So I wondered why I kept gagging yesterday.
I enjoyed, but he didn’t. I feel so bad. He said he wants me to make it up to him, that he felt used, and rightfully so, but I really tried to squeeze a cum shot out of him to no avail. He would grow, then shrink, grow then shrink.
I feel so bad about it.