Phone Addiction is making me feel useless
M 17 Here. I am from Peru, so pls give me a try to practice my english as long as i need to vent
I am from countryside and i am the first one in my family to attend a university. To make the things better or worse I am a math degree student in one of the hardest universities in my country.
I would love :( (the word that describe how i feel ) to be an olympic math student. I know that it would be hard but i would love to at least tried but i didnt. Why? Phone
I never had my own phone, no but yes, i had but it was so slow that i forgot it for like a year xd and I only used my laptop but now that i have a good smartphone i scroll over and over. And see what, i feel like 5 months, 5 MONTHS was wasted. I remember how the january 3rd i was promising myself about studying for qualifying for the IMO team in my country. Now i am here i am VERY SLOW solving exams,
I can understand concepts but when i solve i forget things, i feel my brain fogged i dont know what to do i need to come back as i was, i feel useless, i feel bad cz i love science and i want to be a great scientist who creates good ideas but i feel so wasted :( Pls someone can give me how i recover it, i feel idk voided