u/CheetahTechnical1514

so ive been in a long distance relationship with my boyfriend for the past 7 months and i love him a lot but compared to him i feel so ugly and gross, im fat and i dont really know how to make myself look good? i guess, and my boyfriend is fit and attractive and i just dont know what he sees in me, he tells me he loves me daily and i know he does but i just cant look at any photos of him without feeling like he deserves someone better than me, because of this ive become scared of the day we eventually meet up in person because im scared once he sees me close up hes gonna change his mind, every time i look at photos of him i tear up a little bit because i dont know why he would choose to love someone like me