I'm tired of being ugly.
I had a period of time in which I thought I looked fine. I thought I was average, maybe even a little pretty. But I looked in the mirror a couple weeks ago and realized that it's just not true. I was always ugly growing up and no guy ever liked me. I don't even know what to do about it besides surgery. All my siblings and friends are so good looking so I'm always the ugly one. I'm tired of it. My boyfriend doesn't help. If anything, he makes it worse. He doesn't explicitly say I'm ugly but the lack of compliments or anything makes me feel like I'm just not pretty enough for it. I even felt the need to post asking how I could be prettier. I never thought I'd feel like I needed other people's input because I was always comfortable enough with myself, but I just feel so low. I just want to be as pretty as everyone else.