u/ChanceMaintenance934

Chemical contamination

Hi all. I’m new to this group. Does anyone else have OCD based around chemicals? I’ve been suffering with it for about 3.5 years (it started post partum).

I improved last year after 3 months of CBT but it’s come back as we‘ve started to need to do some renovations on the house and there‘s loads of decisions around products. I obsessively research and never find enough to reasssurance that chemicals will be safe. Everything seems toxic and if there‘s smells or dust, I spiral and feel like we‘re all being poisoned slowly.

I keep cancelling the tradespeople coming in, and my husband is losing his mind because he doesn’t know how to help me anymore.

I have started setraline for the first time this week and hoping that will help me just expose myself to these things and move on.

I am not sure why I am posting here. just looking for people going through something similar, and for some hope that one day feel like this

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