u/Chained_Dog003

Did it help change anything for the better?

Nearly every other autist, NEET or otherwise, has an inherent desire for friends and/or romantic relationships, and they lament their inability to socialise easily; a majority of these same autists say they were diagnosed as adults, not children, and functioned in society by "masking".

In comparison to these autists who feel like aliens among men, I feel like a robot among aliens. Diagnosed young, unable to "mask", and lack some part of the brain that wants or needs human connection.

Never made a single friend in life, not online or in person, and never felt bad about it.

The only reason I do not want to be a NEET anymore, is so I can be independent and not rely on or burden others to live.

A life spent hunting, fishing, and doing an interesting job in electrical or mechanical work would be the dream. Being unable to be human where it matters, makes this dream impossible.

^(I am eligible for free therapy, has any other NEET tried it?)

^(It seems like a waste of time right now, but I don't think I'm the best judge of that.)

Look at the post history on my account to see the level of retardation. Any advice that can help, or stories from ex-NEETs in similar situations that got out and how.

Living life as a doomer doesn't change anything. Sick of it.