u/Chaandwalasafed

Hello, I’m a fellow taurus (26th April, F) who has experienced crazy upheavals for the past 7 years and i keep seeing posts of how it is supposed to get better when Uranus leaves taurus but that hasn’t been the case in my scenario.
I am at a major career decision of my life and one thing or the other keeps happening. I am not able to make proper decisions and I feel negative things keep happening to me. I am stuck in a loop and don’t know how to get out and make a better life for myself. I feel lost and aimless in life.
I have been hoping that some positive thing will occur ( make me choose my dream university or land me a job) but nothing of that sort is happening. I lost a partner as well as few friends by the end of April (after 25th) so I’m not sure when a positive thing is supposed to happen and when is my life going to get better.
Is there any chances or signs of things showing up or is a general way of consoling people that better days will come.
Really at a low point and genuinely curious as to what is up??