I don’t know if it’s my PMDD or not
I don’t know if it’s my PMDD or not but I don’t feel as secure in my relationship anymore, I keep having to initiate to spend time with them, they don’t really ask me anymore not within the past 2 months. They said we could watch jojos together then changed their mind and said they’re not feeling it anymore, we barely call and we don’t live together. They spend most of their day either playing golf with their friends or gaming with their friends online. If I need something they do respond but they usually just say they’re sorry and continues playing. I asked them recently when can I next see them in person and they said they’d let me know.
I don’t know if I’m being too exhausting as it feels like we keep getting into arguments lately about my needs not being met.
It just feels very automatic most of the time as well if that makes sense? I just crave spending time with them but it feels like they don’t want to spend time with me as much as I do them, as they can seem to plan for when they’re playing golf with their friends but not time for me. I don’t know.