u/Ceilingcrasher990

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I just simply do not know how dating even works and I refuse to learn at this point. I am allowed to give up and say fuck it I’m dying alone.

My entire childhood I was abused and no one cared. All anyone said was that I’m fat, ugly and should die. No one stood up for me. So this didn’t make me attractive to anyone.

I’m still alone. Always will be. I’m broke and can’t work due to a back injury. I’m not going anywhere in life. I’m not someone any one would want anyway.

I’m not looking for advice just some empathy. Nothing you say is going to make me change my outlook. I’m simply unable to date anyone. It happens.

I genuinely don’t think anyone loves me. If you’re reading I genuinely believe you hate me and want me dead. My entire childhood was filled with hate. People abused me constantly for everything. And no one cared. It only taught me to hate the world.

I will die alone. I’ve always known this since childhood.