u/Cdaluni22

I can’t believe it has been 9 months since Iris my 11.5 year old passed away suddenly from cancer…that sentence never gets easier. My life is a blur; Work, gym, sleep and cry. Iris sister just turned 10 two days ago and as much as I was so happy for my second pup I couldn’t help but mourn my first, Iris. That was her sisters first birthday without her, the first I wasn’t telling Iris to move and let her sister have the spotlight. I still sleep with Iris “box” and at this point I probably will forever. The pain never gets easier, anytime I experience something beautiful it’s overshadowed by the intense pain of missing my girl. I write to her or about her daily, I watch videos of her any thing to keep her “alive”. All this to say that….i miss my dog, I miss my life before she passed…9 months down my whole life to go without her…Hug your pups, I wouldn’t wish this pain on anyone.