u/Catness22cutee

Okay, so today I had a meeting with a group of ppl. The whole thing is like an English lounge that we created (me and my team) at uni...

And all of our work was mainly online, so I didn't know my teammates irl ya3ni how they look like, how they talk and so on ...

So today was the first session, plus my opportunity to get to know them well..

Anyways fast forward I received a question which was ( if you get to delete one social media app what would it be?) And I had to answer it...I believe that I didn't think it through, I just said whatever came to mind at that moment..(and mind you, I was sooo nervous) ..

So I ended up sounding like a creep ughhhh, I said, " huh ofc Instagram, why? Bcz of reels and all "( then I remembered that I don't consume as much reels and I didn't wanna sound like I had no life or smth) so I ended up changing my answer to " no bcz I stalk ppl a lot " and I started hearing their reactions like whattttt???? And someone literally said CREEPY ...then I got even more nervous and said no like I only have three accounts one for posting, the second is my private account, and the third one is where all the stalking happens.....

and the most disturbing part is that i called this sick habit of mine (stalking) a FETISH ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh WHYY DID I DO THAT ( ik it keeps getting worse) ...

So someone asked me(same guy that said creepy).. he said, "Why would you want anyone to have this first impression about you ?" I said," No, ppl don't know this about me. " .. They ended up saying ALL OF THEM ... that you just told us about this !!!!

I paused for a moment, and I told them, guys listen, I just realized that I overshared, and I shouldn't have said this ...one of the presenters asked me if i stalked her before or smth( in a funny way) and I made it worse bcz I said no your account just popped up to me bcz we have a mutual friend or smth ...

Anyways I realized that I fucked up so I tried to fix things up during the rest of the session and I did BUTTTTT you guys I can't stopp thinking about this, I'm literally so embarrassed ...💔💔

Also I'm a very sensitive girlie plzz don't be harsh in the comments 👉🏻👈🏻