I literally had tickets to the show in Amsterdam. For a week leading up to this show I was super excited. Then I had some personal life issues the weekend prior, combined with being physically exhausted from lack of sleep, I have no idea how this happened, but I simply missed/forgot that the show was happening until it hit me like a train yesterday that I missed it. I am devastated. I'm coping so hard right now, telling myself that the Slow Rush tour was better (which I luckily did get to see), but I simply cannot enjoy anything right now as I'm so damn upset with myself, I know I must have been truly exhausted and would have been a zombie at the show anyway, but still.
Not sure what the point of this is. Just trying to cope and share my pain. Ugh. Hope you all had a great time to get/got to enjoy it 😭😭😭